Adios mi amor...

Whats done is done...Nothing can fix it this time.  Time to let go and move on.  Ive been blocked from all social media.  So I know, this time he really mean it.  Bye my love.  I know its all my fault.  I wish you all the best in your life.  I'll try to let go all the feeling I have inside of me.  I will embrace the 2017 fully hearted...Will try to make the best of me next year.  I have a lot of bucket wishes to do next year.  Hope 2017 will be my year.  Adios mi amor...

Goals in 2017

Below are the wish for 2017...
1. do yoga everyday - at least 15 to 20 mins daily
2. do cardio exercise - 10 mins daily
3. warm lemon n honey daily first thing in the morning
4. work hard to achieve my goals
5. finish spanish class until advance class

Forgotten Anniversary

Happy 2nd anniversary my dear love.  I'm very sure you forgot about this date as you busy with two other women in your life.  It's ok.  I just want to keep memories about our special day.  Still remember how we met online 24 months ago.  I was lonely and went online.  Got message from you and you thought I was the women than love you and runaway.  Haha, I just know about this story 6 months ago.  We met one day after chatted non stop from night to morning.  My first impression when I saw you walked out of the LRT station...my oh my...that man was fat...hahahahha...yup...at 6 feet and 125 kgs, you sure are giant to me...I just wanted a fun relationship as I was already 48...failed in my marriage...so we started as fun...didn't realised how I can fall in love you until these days...Now love seems faded from your side and I noticed that.  But it's ok...Let me the one that love you...and my love for you will stay in my heart forever...